I am getting a Pet Scan on my Lungs. Head to my thighs. Yeah, both sides. They did a biopsy, that was benign, next Cat Scan said it grew to 1.5 cm.
November 2023, Pet Scan, came out the biopsy put a touch of malignant, why because it lit up. It ended up, I was not even seeing an Oncologist, and they sent me to a lung specialist that wanted to use the knew technology.
He suggested starting out cutting a third of my left lower lung out. My twin was with me she said No, second opinion. I am not going to find out the results until the first of March. Just thought I would share.
The Pet Scan came out negative for cancer. It does not change the fact that I have three nodules, on one side of my lungs, and three on the other side.
The blood biopsy came out with no cancer. I have not read the paper work. It was a long 16 months. The nodule, that lit up went down, 1.5 to 1.2.
I have some time to finish this website. I was trying to change the name on my YouTube, I opened it back up because I had an out of the ordinary experience.
I was trying to name it, “Unexpected Visitations.” I guess I am going to leave it as Wendy Yvette Greenwell. Weird, well, that is how I did it back then.
No one even knows me. The Video’s, still photo’s and the newest ones of the end of December 2023, are meant to be shared. Just like all the writings that I have put on this Website.
GoDaddy.com, changed IP addresses, I had it updated a couple of days ago. It looks like every thing is here. I am going to go through all of it one more time, before I attach it to Google Analytics.
Yep, I am not ready to go all in even after all these years. I am not private but I am not found easily. Well, my site. It is what I am meant to do. So, I did it, without anyone’s permission.
You see, my inpresenceofspirit.com started on December 13, 2013, I just calculated the total views, 2,720,483, eleven years.
I am going to have to force myself to make all the activations. Even though it has taken me a decade, this year, I am going to do it. It is meant to be fulfilled.
Even though some may be embarrassed for me or of me. I do not care. This is a gift to me, because I would not have made it without all my times, “In Presence of Spirit.” Wendy
One of those nights I was taking photos in the dark
with me working very little on it. Last year 413,000 views. I worked on it.
I am going through a rough time. But I am managing following through with a major medical issue.
That little cm, nodule that they did a biopsy on, was benign a year ago, but is malignant now, or seems to be. Let me put it this way, it lit up on the pet scan.
The Dr. wanted to cut out a third of the bottom of my left lung. My twin was with me, said no way. Second opinion. We ended up agreeing to another Radiology go through my side to the lung to get another piece or take it out.
December 4, 2023. I slept on it. The next day I called the office, and I asked if he was an oncologist. She said, no. I told her cancel that surgery, and I am no longer going there.
It turns out they sent me to a different Dr. that was on the paper work. It is probably gone now.
So, I am trying to stay calm, and not totally freak out. I have been hibernating in my room, when not doing the daily devotionals.
I have wasted time, I could have been working on the writings. I just could not force myself. Twenty eight years, is a long time.
I have the oncologist appointment on the 19 of January. My ex-husband is going with me. My twin is not here. Four ears are better than two, and his wife does not mind.
They say The Dr. is the best Oncologist down here. Otherwise, I am going to try, and get into MD Anderson, in Houston. I just want to see if this Dr. can diagnose me, and hopefully, do it down here. That way Richard does not have to go into a Nursing Home.
I do not think they take my insurance. So I am not answering their calls until, I see the Dr. on the 19th.
I want to be able to pray, I am trying to get unstuck. I used to get so excited working on my writings, reading them, working on them, writing all of them, reading the King James Version of the Bible.
It has been an unproductive year on my site, but the site still got over 100,000 views. Here to be content, because again I could not force myself to work on it.
I need to find inspiration again. It has been to long. I just need some time, until they find out what they are going to do with my left lung.
I do have six nodules inside both my lungs. But they have not grown, only the one they did the biopsy on, I know I am repeating myself.
Well, this is as personal as it gets. I did not take care of myself. I am admitting it right here, right now. No if, ands, or buts about it. Wendy
Normally, I hide in the past, with the pages, I wrote, through out, all the years. Lately it is different. Only in Spirit, I am bold. I can not take it back. The words, I wrote, write, all the Publications.
What am I supposed to do Lord, with all our conversations in, “Spirit Unity.” I heard recently, “God is our One True Love.” I was universally united in spirit in my writing, in spurts.
It is what I needed, and wanted to do. Years later fifteen years, I started sharing on the internet. I had an accident with the brain of a stereo, fell off the shelf, and hit me under my right eye. That is when I drafted the website.
I could not stop Publishing, I felt the need to share. Who am I? Everyone’s sister in Christ Consciousness.
March 6, 2023, It has been a few days since I Published, Mike 2. I can not believe my boldness sometimes. It is every thing I needed him to know. I am laughing, sorta. Who does this?
He was an important part, I will not leave him out. It was the activation, and I felt it open up the circuits of my preservation of “me, myself, and I,” which is all in one.” We, are We, always, and forever more and then some.
1:51 am twelve hours before I go to my Lung Doctor. I have been through so much. My girls, all the grandchildren, seven without their Dad. Not to forget the 19th on the way. 20, one great grand child.
I panicked and told the RN that I do not want to do this anymore. I have been crying more than I have in decades. My Son’s pup, he gave me passed away yesterday. I will never get another animal.
I need a break, a retreat, a respite, five days is not enough. I told the RN if I leave for five days, I am not coming back. Is it really fair.
I did it for my friend. I do not want to watch him pass. I am tired does any one get it. Now, I will see what’s in my lung, then he will tell me what needs to be done. This is going to be interesting. I will probably tell you.
It has been since the eighth of February at two am that I smoked my last cigarette. Hospital at one pm. The investigation experiment, exploration, in my lung. They started at 4:30 pm. There was something stuck in my air waves, they sucked it out.
Then off to find that one and a half centimeter nodgel. A pin prick enough to analyze, and give me the results, yesterday at 1:40 pm. Benign, another cat scan in six weeks, twenty one days, I have not had a cigarette.
I put myself on the patch the night I got home. The gum was not helping, withdrawal was not going to happen. So I finally put my first patch on, Step One 21 mg of nicotine, in a twenty four hour period.
Today is twenty one patches. “today 31, oh wow what a difference, I have not smoked since the exploration of my lungs. Two and a half years something was stuck in my air waves. “Hour over, patch time. Break!”
3/13/23, The computer froze, and so I left it, until now. I feel I need to finish it, and Publish it. So here it goes.
One night, my sis and I went to the neighbor hood Wal-Mart, I did not feel right, so, we finished up, put stuff in the car, left to go to my soda store, looked around no wallet.
Back to Wal-Mart, and I get out of the car, and a man in a white Van told me he took it to the office. I thanked him, virtual hug, and blew a kiss with both hands. Everything was in it. So when I got home I told my Dad and he got his mini locks, so I have it locked into my purse now.
The patch had fallen off, and I was having nicotine withdrawals. When I realized I put another one on and I was okay as I can be under these circumstances.
All of them, including, not limited, in one shape, or form of my entire writing, and Publishing, “In Presence of Spirit.com.”
June 17, 2023: I Published my personal conversations with the Lord, because I felt I needed to share, from the beginning, “In Presence of Spirit.” So, December 13, 2013, I opened this website, all at once.
I started Publishing October 2011, on blogger. It is drafted. I looked through the months and years, on this website on my phone a couple of hours ago. For the first time in months. I have not Published since January of this year.
I need to say, that my times, “In Presence of Spirit,” saved me through all the years. Everything I wrote, was in spirit, not without. I shared with anyone that might find it. I felt I had to. No one could stop me.
Even though I did not write about the specifics of my situation, I was praying to the Lord, for comfort through the rockiest years of my life with my teenagers, their significant others, and all my grandchildren. None of it was easy. In a couple of weeks or less, my oldest daughter, 40, will be having my nineteenth grandchild, a girl.
7/27/2023, The baby is here, last week. She is beautiful, tiny. I still do not know what to do with my website. I edited less than ten a while ago, I read them. I can not take them back. To me, they are inpresenceofspirit.com. Wendy
in the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit. “Everyone in the World,” any day now, I will go Social.
You know, I have two daughters, my Son passed, going on nineteen grandchildren, one in heaven, one great grandson. My lineage since the beginning, as with us all. To all the Ancestry, every molecule of all past and living beings.
This is the time, the designated time to fulfill my hearts desire.
It is from Spirit, in Spirit, even though I am me, Wendy. I have been sharing a gift that was given to me. Words to write, to share, inpresenceofspirit.com.
So many precious moments I spent, In Presence of Spirit. The words, the flow, the passion, faith, fortitude, courage, boldness, to follow the course in which I am to complete.
The pages are positive confirmation in desperate times. All of them, for years. It is a blessing to me, and to the World, in my life, and I have shared them to the World, they are not Social.
To who ever finds them.
I had to be mindful of all the years, I have written. All the writings, I have shared. I did not write them by myself. I wrote inside with the Holy Spirit, not without.
Everything is stressed to the limit, in the World. All words I have shared, all of it was for me first, and foremost. Otherwise, they would all be blank pages.
I always knew one day, I was going to share,
one way or another. I could not keep them to myself. On my own with the Holy Spirit, to guide and direct me. To open up, and let the light shine in the darkened corner of my inner being. It came out of me at the right time, and place, every time. Even in extreme boldness, and want, and need to share with you.
A gift that was shared with me, inpresenceofspirit.com.
Yes, I had to share, it was a must, if it had only been, “In Presence of Spirit,”…to my surprise it was not.
Thank you Lord, for all our conversations in Spirit.
First time to write on my phone, outside in the back yard, with my trees, and plants, to myself, not really. Peace, inside the World’s Beings, in the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit. With love Wendy inpresenceofspirit.com. June 22, 2023
Thank you God, for this beautiful hot day here in deep South Texas.
My mirror image Norfolk Island Pine that the freeze froze
Where am I, when I am without the Holy Spirit? The teaching is even though we might think we are without the Holy Spirit, we are not. By the grace of the divine blood.
In the name of our Father that has conquered defeat. The Holy Spirit lives, in every one of us. All we have to do is activate the ritual cleansing to ritual purification in the Spirit, with the Spirit, beside Spirit, through Spirit, round about the Glory of God, in presence of Spirit. I am fixing to let it fly out of the nest.
My nest of omnipresent writing in spirit. “In Presence of Spirit,” with the Holy Spirit, and Wendy, writing to the World. I am bold because in spirit I have achieved an understanding that I once, and for all have to share.
It was, is and will always be the I have to of it all. I did the right thing. Even those closest to me that new, did not care to know. It has always been okay because I know, and Richard knows, my writings are significant to the fulfillment of my hearts desire, and my hearts quest.
In presence of the Holy Spirit, has guided me through. I will not let my love, and my life not be read. I believe with all my heart, with all my soul, that the Holy Spirit is my eternal companion, and it is for God’s purpose that I share. It never was for me alone. God the Father, God the Son, God the Holy Spirit, are “In Presence of Spirit,” with everyone. May 7, 2009 Wendy
